Far FrOm tHe caVes that deep inside heArt ~ ...
like a Birds foUnd their freedom ~ but there are too many burden to be taken ~
happy that what i got ~ sad that what i had lost ~
appreciate everything in my heart ~ every moment , every second...
will not to be forget ~
mayb i might wrong or mayb i might right, but theres only the answer when i was trying to my future life .. (success !)
no ones know , no one understand , and no one who even care ...
mayb baby will be there ...
of everthing ... when i was totally down....
what i have done..its just only beganning of my life....
to know the truth need a year by year ~
the real me was gone and the fake me was appear ~
everythings is in the end and begain a brand new year ~

felt that u r far from me ~
cant hear what deep into your heart ~ i cant feel you . i felt theres something lost ! mayb the one who lost is me or the one who lost is you ? i really dont know ~
i felt empty sometimes ... mayb u might feel the same too sometimes .
i did not said anithing happen between us ~ our love is goodest ~ but i just felt that something treasured things between us have lost ! but what is that ??? i really dont know ...
mayb the time ? day ? mood ? or else ?? i need it to be perfect ~ so im so care about it if there goes something wrong ....
speechless ~

NoThing SpeCiaL zzzz ~

theres nothing special for me nwdays ~ just working ... eat ... sleep ... and work .
sometimes can spend sometime with my darling , but not much ..
well , its all because of the PK !
alright alright ~
nothing can comfort me now ...
i just wan something to change that comfort me !
my Skin !! errr... i mean my face ..
stop keeps on pimples linggggg lingggg.... on my face man !! gosh !! mayb
something comfort me when i had a brand new bag ~ brand new perfume ~ brand new wallet ~ brand new shoes ~ BRAND new of pants and a brand new of phone... well , thats too much ! i know !
and now ~ im .... awwwhhh ...
felt empty .... nothing i can do right now ....
Nothing can making me comfort myb my baby ??? yes ! if he stop sxXxe ....
alright ... i know need some time ... im enough when u are beside and accompany me....
not too much...
well, what am i talking about huh ?
ya ! everything is need some time ... if theres no time...u cnt do for it !
so.... now ! support me of working smart but not hard ! to +++ my salary ! hahaha ... =p
well, if money can settle something thats not call a problem la.... ngeks... =)

again ~ what am i talking about ?? aiiks ... ignore me .. nwdays work until sot plug dy . @@
aaahhhhhrrrgggghhhh !!! ~.~''