Fufill with suckers LIFE

ginz with a suckers life !
seems my life never fuffill the emptyness with greatest life ...
everyday just suckings the same things ...
and non stop just sucks sucks sucks !!!
sucks with everything i had now .
there's no one understand me !! no one listen to me !!
no one trusted me !! no one know what i'm feeling right now !!
and pls ... im stupid kay !! i admit it .
pls do not judge me !! i had my own personality .
right now i'm very emo !! emo !! and emo !!!
im very tired bout these those things .
when will it be an ending for me ?